from the heart of jerusalem

Knowing our destination before we move on


One of the saddest stories I ever heard was from a holocaust survivor who would say Kaddish on the tenth of Tevet every year, in the shul I grew up in as a boy. He was given the privilege of leading the services on that day and for a long time I thought he just had yahrtzeit on the tenth of Tevet. Then one year I found out he said Kaddish for his whole family on this day, the tenth of Tevet chosen to remember those whose exact date of death is not known.

One year he spoke on Yom Hashoah in the shul’s Hebrew school and I went to hear him speak. It transpired that he had escaped the Warsaw ghetto by hiding under a pile of dirty uniforms being taken for cleaning and he had begged his parents and two siblings to come with him but they had refused.

This was before the infamous ghetto wall had been constructed and the Germans were promising that things would improve. His parents were Volksdeutsch (native Germans) who had been deported to Poland. For a period, these Jews were treated better than Polish Jews as they knew German and carried themselves as Germans. His parents believed the Germans when they said things would get better and tried to convince their son it was too dangerous to leave.

After years of German propaganda they simply could not imagine where things were headed, so they refused to leave, essentially dooming themselves and his siblings to their tragic end. Ultimately he was the only survivor; the rest of his family was murdered in Treblinka. They simply could not bring themselves to leave when there was still time.

This week’s parsha, Beshalach, contains a fascinating insight into the challenges that lie behind this seemingly endless question.

The Jewish people are finally free, having left Egypt at the behest of no less than Pharaoh himself, who at the end of last week’s parsha, Bo, cannot even wait until morning to be rid of them, calling Moses and Aaron in the middle of the night (Shemot 12:31) to send the Jewish people on their way. It seems as if the future is bright and sunny when suddenly, everything changes; in an instant, the Jewish people find themselves caught with the Sea with Egyptian army bearing down behind them.

What caused Pharaoh to change his mind so suddenly? The Torah tells us: “And it was told to the King of Egypt that the people had escaped, and Pharaoh’s heart and the hearts of his servants were turned, and they said: ‘what we have done, that we have sent Israel away from serving us’?” (14:5)

What does this mean that Pharaoh is told the people have escaped? Didn’t he just send them away in the midst of the tenth plague? Indeed, Pharaoh himself summoned Moshe and Aaron in the middle of the night saying: “Get ye’ up and get out from amongst my people, you and the children of Israel a well, and go and worship G-d as you have said.” (12:31)

Why is Pharaoh concerned with what the Jewish people will do when they leave Egypt? Isn’t it enough to say ‘get out of Egypt’? He was sending the Jewish people out of Egypt to worship G-d; one wonders whether he knew that the Jews are leaving for good. Could Pharaoh have been so naïve as to believe that once released from bondage, the Jews return?

This seems to be exactly what Moshe wanted Pharaoh to think. When Moshe and Aaron first meet Pharaoh, their initial request is: “So said Hashem, the G-d of Israel: Send out my people that they may celebrate [to] me in the desert.” (5:1)

No wonder Pharaoh did not take Moshe (and for that matter, G-d) seriously, when all he is asking for is a three-day weekend! Pharaoh might well be thinking that if G-d were so powerful, he would be talking about freedom, not a few days off.

And, lest we think this was just a tactic dreamed up by Moshe, a careful look at the beginning of Moshe’s entire mission at the burning bush is revealing: “And now go, and I will send you to Pharaoh that you may take my people, the children of Israel, out of Egypt.” (3:10)

To which Moshe responds: “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and that I should take the children of Israel out of Egypt?” (3:11)

To which G-d responds: “For I will be with you, and this shall be for you the sign that I have sent you: when you will take the nation out of Egypt, you shall serve G-d (The G-d) on this mountain.” (3:12)

The point of this exercise seems to be for the Jewish people to get out of Egypt so they can worship G-d on “this mountain,” which according to Jewish tradition, as Rashi points out, is in fact Mount Sinai. Indeed, G-d, when describing to Moshe what he will say when first meeting Pharaoh, actually says: “And you shall come, you and the elders of Israel to the king of Egypt and say to him: G-d, the Lords of the Hebrews appeared to us and now please let us go on a three day journey into the desert that we may offer up to Hashem our G-d.” (3:18)

Why isn’t the plan to just ask Pharaoh to “let my people go?” Why is there a need for this deception? Clearly, the plan is to leave Egypt for a lot more than three days, as G-d tells Moshe to tell the elders of Israel: “I will bring you up from the affliction of Egypt to the land of the Canaanites… to the land flowing with milk and honey.” (3:17)

Throughout the ten plagues G-d visits on Egypt, Moshe consistently asks Pharaoh, in G-d’s name to: “send my people that they may worship me in the desert.” (7:16, 26, etc.)

The Ramban suggests a fascinating possibility: According to the Torah there were 600,000 men between the ages of 20 and 60 (military service age) leaving Egypt, which, when adding the old and young men, women and children, would mean the Jewish people actually numbered in the millions.

Consider the implications, then, of walking out of Egypt into the desert with millions of people — who would feed them, where would they find water … and where were they going? Israel (nee’ Canaan) was occupied at the time by seven fierce and war-like tribes including the Philistines and the Amalekites; how would an unarmed (from Pharaoh’s perspective) and untrained mass of rabble hope to conquer this land from its inhabitants?

Who would take such a plan as “let my people go” seriously?

In truth, the question was never whether G-d could take the Jewish people out of Egypt; the question is when the Jewish people will be ready to leave. And so the first mission is to get the Jewish people out of Egypt to Mount Sinai, because only when the people stand before G-d, away from the pagan and evil world that is Egypt, will they be capable of letting go of the hold Egypt has on their minds and hearts.

Physically, G-d could certainly have moved the Jewish people out of Egypt, but if the Jews don’t really want to go, then what’s the point?

This was precisely the issue at the core of Moshe’s mission 3,000 years ago. After 200 plus years in Egypt, having suffered the pain and agony of persecution at the hands of a bestial society which at the time set the standard for evil and cruelty in the world, the time has finally come to set the Jewish people free, but if Hashem forces them to leave then they may be physically leaving, but emotionally and psychologically they will remain in Egypt.

All of which is why the mission of leaving Egypt is all about arriving at Sinai: because only at Sinai, in the desert, away from the paganism and wickedness of Egypt, can the Jews discover who they are meant to be. And that is also why it is so important for them to accept the Torah, as illustrated by the words they speak as one at the foot of Sinai (24): “Na’aseh ve’nishma” (“We will do, and will hear”) which means they chose to accept their mission as a people.

Before we can move forward, we have to let go of what has been holding us back. The Talmud (Tractate Rosh Hashanah 10b) suggests that changing one’s environment can change everything. If a person wants to lose weight he has to walk out of the bakery before he can get to the gym. And perhaps as a people, to move forward, we have to leave the exile behind so that we can see where it is we could be headed.

Shabbat shalom from Jerusalem.