Bringing the desert mindset into everyday life


This week’s parsha, Shelach, contains one of the most challenging stories in the entire Torah: the story of the spies.

It’s an incredible moment in Jewish history. With the fleshpots and pyramids of Egypt behind them, the Jewish people are ready to achieve their mission. G-d has told them they are now ready to enter the Land. So one wonders: If G-d is already promising to give them the Land, why is there any need at all to send out spies?

While sending scouts ahead to spy out territory prior to conquest is not necessarily a bad thing, how could the people who actually witnessed the ten plagues and the splitting of the sea doubt G-d’s ability to bring them into the Land? This is especially challenging considering that the spies were the princes of the tribes, men of great stature, chosen as the leaders of the people.

The Lubavitcher Rebbe suggests a fascinating possibility. The question is not why the people (and the princes) did not believe in G-d, it’s whether they believed in G-d too much.

The people understood that as they entered the Land, G-d would necessarily withdraw. In the desert, G-d was everywhere, providing manna from heaven, and even protection from the elements by way of the clouds of glory. Yet that is not the goal in Judaism, because when G-d is everywhere then where are we? He wants us to be partners with Him in perfecting an imperfect world.

The challenge was, how do you leave a world where G-d is everywhere, to one where He is hidden? The spies weren’t afraid of a physical defeat, they were afraid of a spiritual defeat.

It is no big deal to have a deep spiritual relationship with G-d in the yeshiva that was the desert; but can you maintain that level in the office, or on the tractor? Indeed, this is one of the issues in modern Israeli society which threatens to rip apart the social fabric of the country.

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There are many in the “religious” camp (whatever that means) who believe that those capable of sitting and learning Torah should not go into the army. After all, for 2,000 years of exile we did not have a Land, it was only our connection to our Jewish heritage and the study of our Torah which allowed us to maintain our identity and survive as a people. (And make no mistake about it: I watched a lot of guys go into the army with a kippah on their heads and a pair of tefillin in their bags and gradually lose their connection to Jewish ritual and Jewish tradition, hard as it is for some to imagine that one could lose their Jewish identity in the only Jewish army in the world.)

I understand the position of those who are opposed to yeshiva students doing the army. This week’s parsha, however, is the Torah’s response to their opposition. This was precisely the mistake of the spies in the desert 3,000 years ago.

“How can we leave the perfect spiritual environment of the desert for life in the trenches and the fields? How will we be able to maintain our level of Torah when we need to harvest the crops, and man the guard posts?”

“We are not ready,” the princes of the tribes must have felt; the people need more time in yeshiva, as it were.

But the spies were wrong, because the purpose of a life lived in Torah is not elevation of the soul; that is only a vehicle to sanctify the world. The real goal is to find G-d in the world, not to see Him by leaving the world behind.

The miracles of the desert were simply preparation for entering the world. Instead of being lowered to where the real world drags us down, Judaism believes we can raise the entire world to where we all should be.

Yeshiva students who fear service in an army that defends the Jewish people (itself a mitzvah) limit G-d to the domain of a spiritual environment. But Judaism suggests that Hashem is everywhere, and we can find G-d and a relationship with Him even in the most physical of experiences.

One wonders (though it is certainly not for us to judge), whether this was the tragic mistake of the leaders of our generation, indeed the princes of Torah and great leaders of the yeshiva world 60 years ago, who almost en masse resisted the opportunity to leave the spiritual desert (even paradise) of the yeshivot in Europe, for fear of the spiritual corruption life in the barren desert of the land of Israel would have entailed.

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Imagine what a different Jewish world we would live in today, if the State of Israel had been built by the yeshiva students of the Mir and Belz, Volozhin and Radin.

This is not a question for the yeshiva student alone; every Jew knows the seclusion of the desert, along with the challenge of “conquering the Land,” and the spiritual tension that exists between them.

We begin our day with a brief retreat into the spiritual desert, a chance to pray and/or take some time to study Torah, before the pressures of daily living engulf us.

Early in the morning, when the kids are still asleep and the phone is quiet, one has a little time to re-experience the desert, to explore once again a closer relationship with life and living and the source of it all. But then we emerge into the Land, with all the stirrings of doubt that, of necessity, come with the world of business, labor, and even the practical mitzvoth of building a better world.

Our challenge is to see Hashem everywhere, and to bring that desert with us into the Land every day, and everywhere we go.