Sarah and Esther, and Akiva’s sleepy students
Jews live their lives within the framework of the Jewish calendar. At this time of year, we identify strongly with the narratives contained in the weekly Torah portions that we read in the synagogue. Our thoughts are with the biblical characters of the current parshiyot, Chayei Sarah — Abraham and Sarah, Lot, Hagar and Ishmael, and Isaac and Rivkah.
If we are not thinking of the heroes and villains of the parsha of the week, we have an alternative. We can turn our thoughts to the recent holidays or to the ones which we shall soon celebrate. The holiday of Sukkot is now part of the rapidly fading past, so we might be thinking of Chanukah, which is but a few weeks away. We are certainly not yet thinking of Purim.
The list of biblical heroines whose stories delight our children and inspire us at this time of year does not yet include Queen Esther. In this week’s Torah portion, Chayei Sara, we do encounter two queenly women. We mourn the death of the matriarch Sarah, and we admire Rivkah’s ability to live up to the spiritual standards of the mother-in-law she never met.
But Esther? There is neither trace nor hint of her existence.
So why would I be writing about Esther at this time of year? Purim is still many months away, and there are other female role models in the current Torah portions. Even Chanukah, which occurs much sooner than Purim, features feminine heroines such as Yehudit. Where does Esther shine in?
For the answer let us turn to the Midrash and to that singular sage, Rabbi Akiva. We know that Rabbi Akiva lived a remarkable life, underwent many changes, became a preeminent Torah scholar, and died a martyr.
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he Midrash introduces us to Rabbi Akiva in reference to the first verse in this week’s Torah portion. It is a verse which seems to require no exegesis, simply saying, “Sarah’s lifetime — the span of Sarah’s life — came to 127 years.” What further explanation or commentary is necessary? She lived a long and productive life. What more is there to say?
To answer this, we must remember that Rabbi Akiva was, first and foremost, a teacher. Some students paid attention to his lectures some of the time, but few, if any, listened attentively to every lecture. Like every teacher before and since, Rabbi Akiva had to devise methods to gain the attention of his disciples.
So the Midrash takes us into Rabbi Akiva’s classroom.
Rabbi Akiva was sitting and expounding Torah. His audience fell asleep. He tried to awaken them, and said, “What motivated Queen Esther to reign over one hundred and twenty and seven provinces? We must assume that Esther, as a descendant of Sarah who lived for one hundred and twenty and seven years, considered it proper to reign over one hundred and twenty and seven provinces.” (Bereshit Rabbah 58:3)
What are we to learn from this cryptic passage?
To those of us who are teachers, there is a measure of comfort in learning that Rabbi Akiva too had difficulty maintaining the attention of his students. We also learn that his students were fully aware of the role that the number 127 plays both in the book of Genesis and in the book of Esther. We can assume that there is something about Rabbi Akiva’s mention of this coincidence that awakened the sleepy classroom. But surely there is a much more profound lesson here.
If there is a lesson to be learned from Sarah’s life, it is that not only is every year is valuable — so is every month, every week, every dayand every hour. If we are to translate 127 years into 127 provinces, then each year is an entire province, each month a region, each week a city, each day a neighborhood, each hour a street, each minute a building, and every second an entire room.
If one allows himself a second of slumber, he forfeits a room. If one sleeps for a week, he loses an entire city. Every segment of time represents a significant opportunity, and with every wasted moment opportunities are lost.
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his is Rabbi Akiva’s lesson to his sleepy students. “You’re not merely dozing off and enjoying idle daydreams. You are wasting time, killing time, and in the process losing opportunities which will not present themselves again. If you miss a moment of a Torah lecture, you create a void that can never again be filled.”
This is lesson is a lesson to all of us. In contemporary terms, it is about time management. Time is a gift, but it is an ephemeral gift; a moment lost can never be retrieved.
But Rabbi Akiva insists that this is not his lesson, but Sarah’s lesson. It is the legacy that she left for her descendants. Queen Esther grasped that legacy. She did not assume the role of a passive queen, but actively reigned over all of her 127 provinces. She studied their needs, recognized their individual differences, and helped each of them best utilize their unique resources. As Grandmother Sarah valued each and every one of her years, so too did Esther value every one of her many provinces.
So must we all learn to utilize all of our blessings to the fullest, whether they be the blessing of longevity or the blessing of political power, the blessing of wealth or the blessing of grandchildren. Living a full life means appreciating all of our blessings and making the most of them.
What wonderful teachers we have had, and how differently and creatively they taught us these lessons. Sarah taught them in the context of the family tent. Esther taught them from her royal palace. Rabbi Akiva taught them from his classroom lectern.
Whatever our place in life, following their lessons will lead to a life of meaning and purpose, the kind of life for which we all strive.
Thus, although this week’s Torah portion carries Sarah’s name in its title, she would be the first to make room for her progeny, Esther, to join her in teaching her lesson to us. Esther too has a place in Chayei Sara.
A version of this column was previously published. Write: Columnist@TheJewishStar.com
